If Only

.... I can find the word "If Only" on Jennifer Love Hewitt's movie "If Only".

Yesterday had been a drama day for me, Jeffrey, Sam, Richelle, and Donna. Before we have met, me, Jeffrey, and Sam played DotA Allstars. We're supposed to have a badminton game at 4PM. Bad thing is that we forgot the time and it was 4:30PM that we had finished a game. We got there at the badminton court at 5PM, and we just extended an hour so that the five of us can play.

After the game, we went to Ayala to have our supper at Dessert Factory. We stayed there for about 2 hours, talking about anything. We talked about our love lifes, everything about the word love. I was so overwhelmed of their stories, and so I gave them a suggestion that we should watch "If Only". The movie will start at 9:20PM, so we still have time to reach the movie house on time.

We watched. The five of us we're very silent on the movie house. I shed a tear, and I don't know on the others. The movie gives me a lightning in the heart. "If only I could have hold on to that very girl who's very dear to me." If only ....

The movie's great though, but somehow I ended my night with a sad emotion. I think that I should have moved on, but nonetheless it was still hard for me. As Donna tells me, "you're so tragic with girls." Am I this tragic? Damn!