Trying To Move On

It's mostly over a month now since I saw Zaki. I can still remember those dialogues that we had during that day of confrontation. I wanted to post it here, but Zaki told me before not to ever post our dialogue in my blog. Why am I thinking about her? It's simply that I miss her so. Even though I had been preoccupied that it would make me forget about the incident, but it seems that I missed her so much. More and more, my phone's inbox are full of her sweet messages. I had not deleted her messages since.

I try to think that I have to move on, forget the thoughts, and just post it on my history book. I can't. Everyday I open Friendster.com and I never logout without looking at her profile. I even look at the horoscopes even though I don't believe in such. Today as I opened it her profile changed. My so-called "testimonial" concerning her description had been deleted. Moreover, her favorites seems to lack those of which both of us had in common. I thought that she had been forcing herself to forget me, or my existence, or whatever. That explains too with her not responding on calls and on SMS.

What I am hoping now is for "something to happen". Zaki, if you are reading this article, I hope you open up to me, 'coz I don't want to be lonely anymore.