Forgiveness

In my silence I would love to forget
But restitution hasn't come quite yet
And with one accord I keep moving forth
I stretch my heart to heal some more
Collective Soul

Deeply I am still troubled to the fact that Jackie is avoiding me. I don't want to show much details here, but I cannot fathom the thought that I wasn't forgiven. I keep on telling myself that I have to get over it, but I can't. My mind's always made up that I don't want anyone to include me in their enemy list. I cannot help it.

So here it is, just like a LOST AND FOUND report .... how I wish someone could extend out to her (whoever knows her) that I am REALLY SORRY.