Living Not Like An Ant

Have you seen or thought of how ants lived? (Not really sure) They live with direction. Everthing that they do connects to everthing an ant was deemed for.

As of now, I am living of a life somewhat "desperately wanting" but somehow I really don't get the satisfaction that I need. Many say that I live a life of contentment but somehow deep inside me I still feel that there's no such spice in my life.

This afternoon I was out with the data processing gang and we toured Jacob to some various places in Cebu. Along with us also was Sam and Ira (the so-so gal as they say) and we talked about life and the ventures that we are supposed to embrace. They say that I should be happy with my current life, get over with the past, and move on to what the future might give me. Somehow I just said "I'm happy" but I should bite that one out.

Being happy doesn't always mean that you're contented. Being happy really means that inside and out you give the best out of everything and have faith that you will really get the best out of everything.

Oh geez .... emotion galore again!