Happiness

Jeremy left a dazzling question on his blog:

Are we happy with what we do and who we are?

No matter how we say we are contented with life, we still have the option to get back what we say. The definition of living is really that vast that we cannot grasp it. Most people say "I am contented with my life and I am happy" with a greatful heart and they are absolute with it. Some say that to be able to satisfy happiness one has to dive into unfathomable seas and climb Mount Everest in order to say that life is at its peak.

For now I am still working as a systems programmer in a research company and manipulating databases is my field of work. As a regular day routine I just go to the office and after I render 8 hours of work I go home and read something (may it be a book or a magazine). I just tinkle with the PC at home (playing MMORPG's or blogging or tinkling over the Internet) and if I am hungry I go out on a food trip (may it be me alone or with a friend).

Am I happy with what I do? SORT OF. But honestly I am not. This wasn't my lifestyle way back in college (where I sleep all day and party all night). I'm kinda bored as of the moment. What was added right now is that I am facing a "love-crisis" with a heart so stubborn (with an external carapace and a craggy exterior). What I wanted to do in life is just to be a "programmer by day, performer by night". I really like to play the guitars and be on gigs and event (I know most musicians are underpaid but for me I can consider it 'coz I like it). Check this out: After work I rush out to a nearby restobar and play guitars in front of people and then go out with your girl with a merry heart. Isn't it a nice thing to do?

Who am I? Well, I am just the Patrick most people knew. Am I happy with my being? Well definitely YES I am happy because I am trickyboy, the trickmeister who's willing to give anything just for the sake of his love ones.

Good luck to everyone .... may all find true happiness!


P.S. I just pressed ALT+TAB (and I am playing KnightOnline).