Torn

Sorry guys if it took me long (again) to post in my blog. My PC's going nuts these days.

For this day I am torn between two things:

• If I should go to the office and finish a project (and I have two rest days to do that and the project's not that really bad)
• Go to Ira's church and watch her play her stuff (and of course attend church - maybe for my 3rd time since last year June)

If I am going to do the first, then there's no way I can do the second for today. If I'll go on the second, then I cannot do the first for today. And if I'll stretch the first tomorrow, I will still lack time doing it (Monday's my Badminton day, and not to include I have a gym session now with some of my officemates).

My mind tells me to follow what I feel. What am I feeling now? I want to watch Ira play with her band and do her stuff, and yes follow my heart. But my evil side taunts me not to go to church. Sam and Jeremy always asks me "Why don't you go to church? What's with the church that you don't want to go?" My "brainy" side tells me to go to the office and finish your work so that you'll get another project (I am short of projects for this quarter).

Where shall my decision go? I haven't decided yet. Follow your heart's desire? Follow your workaholic side's desire?